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Jun. 12th, 2007

update-ish

So many corners of the web.. and yet i have no home for any. hehe.

Basically just trying to get into a groove, maybe move, and be happy with my bad self.

Sounds easy enough doesnt it??

=P

Apr. 23rd, 2007

hmm

Why is it that when a person thinks dark thoughts that they are automatically put into the freak category??

Fuck.

Apr. 14th, 2007

hello :)

Haven't updated in awhile. And you would think that would be a good thing. But it isn't. It's just because i am in a really shitty place right now and have a therapist.

Life is funny some times.

In other news, my aunt has had a zero count on her cancer so that's awesome. One of my other aunts husband died the other day.. which is all around odd for everyone. We didn't really know him, actually I have never met him and they had been together as long as I have been alive. He was much older than my aunt and was relly sick now for almost 9 years... so this is sort of a good thing for her, she can move on now.

Travisty has been rot on my lovely black angora sweater and now it is more like a ball of mouse bed. I hate little mice that ruin things. I think they were hidding out in the garage because it is heated and we had a wicked winter.

And I am selling all my baby stuff. No more wishy-washy about that. I am way over that. So I know a lady who is pregnant and am selling it all for about 500 bucks. Which is dirt cheap for all that she will get. But I know that she really needs it... and I do not. So I am hoping it will all be out and gone by the end of the month.

Now I have to figure out how the heck i can have a garage sale with no bait. baby stuff is good bait. And now all i have is crappola. Anyone want more crappola?

Mar. 21st, 2007

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Phoenix xm's Aliases

Your movie star name: Chips Rolf

Your fashion designer name is Phoenix Paris

Your socialite name is Mickey Edmonton

Your fly girl / guy name is P xm

Your detective name is Horse St.Patrick's

Your barfly name is Crackers Ale

Your soap opera name is Ute Anson

Your rock star name is Peppermint Light

Your Star Wars name is Miccal Kramar

Your punk rock band name is The Alright Anhk

hmm...

The Part of You That No One Sees

You are powerful, passionate, and dominant.
You have a vision of how things should be, and you do your best to make things happen.
People rely on you for your strength. You are a rock to many.

Underneath it all, you aren't so sure about your passions.
So many ideas spark your interest, it is hard for you to get behind a select few.
However, you see indecision as a sign of weakness. So you pursue your goals full force - no matter how foolish they turn out to be.

Mar. 16th, 2007

Yep. Another song i love.

Sometiems things just sound better in a different language. This is a German song.. i love the remix Scoter did to it. But a guy named Peter Maffay did this song. It's really cool, and i love it. If you are looking for Scooters translation of the chorus, it's below ;)


Nessaja

Ich wollte nie erwachsen sein,
hab to immer mich zur Wehr gesetzt.
Von ich außen wurd' hart wie Stein
und doch hat man mich oft verletzt.

Irgendwo tief in mir bin ich ein Kind geblieben.
Erst dann, wenn ich's nicht mehr spüren kann,
weiß ich, is ist für mich zu spät, zu spät, zu spät.

Grease auf dem Meeresgrund,
wo alles Leben ewig schweigt,
kann ich noch meine Träume sehn,
wie Luft, die aus to der Tiefe steigt.

Irgendwo tief in mir bin ich ein Kind geblieben.
Erst dann, wenn ich's nicht mehr spüren kann,
weiß ich, is ist für mich zu spät, zu spät, zu spät.

Ich gleite durch die Dunkelheit,
und warte auf DAS Morgenlicht.
Dann spiel ich mit dem Sonnenstrahl,
to der silbern sich im Wasser bricht.

Irgendwo tief in mir bin ich ein Kind geblieben.
Erst dann, wenn ich's nicht mehr spüren kann,
weiß ich, is ist für mich zu spät, zu spät, zu spät.


Scooter - Nessaja (only the chorus has been translaed.. the rest is scooter).

(Chorus:) Always lived my life alone,
Been searching for the place called home.
I know that I've been cold as ice,
Ignored the dreams, too many lies.
Somewhere deep inside, Somewhere deep inside me,
I found ... the child I used to be
And I know that it's not too late
Never too late...

3 AM!
The painted cow !
Hiaaaaa!!
You ain't stoppin` us now !
Wonderful human beings
Yeah ! I am the Junglist souldier.

Come On! The rocket launcher stops ya.
It's not a bird, it's not a plane
It must be Dave who`s on the train
Wanna wanna get'cha, gonna gonna get'cha
Tell them that I told ya
YEAH!

(Chorus:) Always lived my life alone,
Been searching for the place called home.
I know that I've been cold as ice,
Ignored the dreams, too many lies.
Somewhere deep inside,
Somewhere deep inside me,
I found ... the child I used to be
And I know that it's not too late
Never too late...

Allright
Are you ready ? It's not a game.
I chant so much, I turn you insane.
Wanna wanna get'cha, gonna gonna get'cha
Messing up the area
YEAH!

Come On !
I am the freshman
Messing up the jam !
Turning up the stereo
Join the caravan

Skippy, the rain won`t come !

(Chorus refined:) Somewhere deep inside,
Somewhere deep inside me,
I found ... the child I used to be
And I know that it's not too late
Never too late...

Don't call me baby

Don't think that I'm not strong
I'm the one to take you on
Don't underestimate me boy
I'll make you sorry you were born
You don't know me
The way you really should
You sure misunderstood

Don't call me baby
you got another baby, that'll never do
you know i don't belong to you
it's time you knew i'm not your baby
i belong to me
so don't call me baby


... lol... an old song, but BOY am i laughing and thinking i should have picked this as my anthem..... lol....

Mar. 13th, 2007

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See, the one thing i love about the iPod.. is that I can listen to my music when ever i should please. It's great.. i can plug in my world and shut off the real one. Well. Until the bean tugs on me that is. heh.

I usually only listen to the music magic machine when the bean is sleeping, or when she is not home. But I also listen to it when i am doing something i truly hate, like fold laundry. Lucky I have hubby around to hear things that i cannot... or i would never use the darn thing!

I think I am feeling low today. I have no idea why. I have had an alright time at work (even though there was an unexplained eighteen thousand dollar shortage that had me freaking out. No worries though, just a stupid boss with fat fingers). I have been okay at home. Hubby and I are alright. I just feel... low.

Maybe it is the on set of nice weather. I know that cheers most people up... but for me it's like taking away my comfort. Sure, i love the nice weather.. but my mind works overtime on my weight issue and my self consciousness. It literally is like taking my favorite sweater. And i loathe summer colors. I despise that god awful coral color and lime green and that freak parrot blue shade. They all suck. I am so much a black, navy, burgundy, deep purple, brown, crimson kind of gal. You don't see crimson color shorts without a little goth girl in 'em. It just sucks.

You know, on a day like this it is so easy to ge thee to a drug store and dye my hair black and purple just for the hell of it. Good thing I am broke....

Mar. 5th, 2007

blah

did you know that frickin' diet pop will make you gain weight??? That is just wrong. Well, it's not "fact" but it sure seems like one of those conspiracy things..:

~stolen from wikipedia~ While these drinks are marketed to those who are weight conscious, no published study has shown that drinking diet soda will cause a person to lose weight. Changing the food energy intake from one food will not necessarily change a person's overall food energy intake, or cause a person to lose weight. One study [1], at the University of Texas Health Science Center at San Antonio, reported by Sharon Fowler at the ADA annual meeting, actually suggested the opposite, where consumption of diet soda was correlated with weight gain. While Fowler did suggest that the undelivered expected calories from diet soda may stimulate the appetite, the correlation does not prove that consumption of diet soda caused the weight gain. The weight gain may have caused the consumption of diet soda. The ADA has yet to issue an updated policy concerning diet soda, and may face a conflict of interest in doing so, as they are now in partnership with candy and soda companies.

WRONG WRONG WRONG. All this time we have been drinking this magical elixar. I am SOOOOO going back to tap water.

Fucking Capitalists...

=P

Feb. 22nd, 2007

stupid time

my computer for some reason wants to be at least a month ahead. it is not live journals fault like i had originaly thought. BAH. I hate technology sometimes. Stupid clock malfunction... DRIVING ME CRAZY!!!

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